How do you feel after a break up? The first time Farrell and I broke
up I felt stone cold slaughtered. Sort of like a humongous Frost Troll
from Skyrim had gotten a good grip on my heart and ground it under his
feet.
But then it got to be a stupid habit. And I do
mean stupid. Like my brother Mike once told me: "If you walk under a
certain tree on your way to school every day and a gorilla craps on your
head, you have to learn to walk another way." So, when Farrell and I
broke up again this year, I realized that it had to be the last time.
We were doing a dance that was never going to land either of us anywhere
good.
It's hard, sometimes, to realize that it's not your fault/his fault. It is just us together that doesn't work.
Enter Wesley.
I
know. What a freaking lame name. Worse than Derek. Actually, I think
Derek is a rather nice name. Farrell never would have started using
his surname if Craig Vagell hadn't started calling him Dork Farrell in
grammar school.
Anyway, Wesley is a complicated
thing. Celeste and I met him when he moved to the US from the UK in
seventh grade. He dressed weird. Wore bow ties. He was a complete
geek, hence, an outcast in our school where jocks and gang bangers were
the preferred flavors of the month. But Celeste and I kind of felt like
outcasts ourselves so we could relate. We hung with Wes until he
found his niche in high school as the captain of the Robotics Club.
Then,
our sophomore year, he started to grow into his gangly legs and bandy
arms. His thin face started to morph into some kick ass bone
structure. His shaggy hair went from fall-in-his-blue-eyes-sloppy to
fall-in-his-blue-eyes-sexy. I mean, even I had to admit that he'd
turned out pretty damn good.
But I wasn't interested.
Maybe I'd just looked at him as a friend too long. Celeste was the one
who harbored lustful thoughts of reprogramming one of his robots to grab
him by the seat of his pants and deliver him to her bedroom in the dead
of night.
Unfortunately, as these things often go, I
suspected that Wes had the hots for me. Even Farrell picked up on Wes
cow-eyeing me before we broke up. And Farrell can be pretty thick.
Well,
for the past few months, Wes and Celeste and I have been working on
something. I think I told you in my last blog that things were
getting weird again. I meant that in the paranormal sense. But,
lately, you can add that descriptor to Wesley because he seems to be
getting a little bit more obvious with his interest in me. And Celeste
isn't taking it too well.
I mean, her mom and dad look like they're headed for a divorce and
she's
been fragile to begin with. Losing Wes (even though she never had him),
is just another nail in the coffin of her dying self-esteem.
That's
why today was especially hard on her. To commemorate our camaraderie
in our latest spooky escapade, Wes gave me a dead rose. It was a damned
dead rose. A joke. Unfortunately, he gave it to me in front of
Celeste. ALL men can be pretty thick I guess. Dead rose or not, he
didn't give anything at all to Celeste and she was devastated.
Massacred was what she called it. So I have spent all day sharing the
Russell Stover heart my dad gave me with her and watching one of her
Oscar worthy dramatic crying scenes.
So, in short, both of our Valentine's Days were massacred.
She ate all my caramels.
Happy Valentine's Day!
Friday
Thursday
Crap! Crap! Crap!
Ummmm...after all the banshee stuff last year, I didn't really want to get involved with another paranormal situation. But, before I knew what was going on, I was already into it. And then I didn't think that The Fey and an old lizard would be as scary as a red-eyed banshee. I might have been wrong.
I'm writing all about this in my diary now. It will be put together in a book called The Darkest Book on the Shelf. Seriously, folks, even LIBRARIES can scare the crap out of a person.
Tell you more when I get back.
Brandy
I'm writing all about this in my diary now. It will be put together in a book called The Darkest Book on the Shelf. Seriously, folks, even LIBRARIES can scare the crap out of a person.
Tell you more when I get back.
Brandy
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